BLEUGH (Kinda)

Hey there, internet llamas!!

So.  A friend of mine (HEY SHOYAB) keeps asking when my next blog will be up.  Here it is, oh and it contains swearing - sorry (not really but suck it).

I've been having an okayish week up until about 4 hours ago.  Guess what?!  My USB memory stick (that one's for you, Mr C) has STOPPED WORKING.  It is now empty and when we ran recovery software, it recovered some stuff from YEAR 8!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Then the files I did need were CORRUPT JUST LIKE THE GOVERNMENT (that was a joke - I am not an anarchist (I promise)) but my files really are corrupt.

Anyway, I now have to spend (nonexistent) money to get all my files back because I AM AN IDIOT because those were pretty much the only copies of my files and I didn't back them up because I AM AN IDIOT.  I repeat.  I AM AN IDIOT.

So I'm just going to crawl into a corner and sob.  I mean, yes, that's melodramatic but I AM FREAKING OUT BECAUSE THE STUPID USB STICK HAS EVERYTHING ON THERE.  Including my CV.  So yeah.  Well done, Shenaya, you now can't even apply for a friggin' job.  My only problem (ha 'only') is that I can't figure out how the dang thing went all haywire-diddly-friggin'-fucked-up....  It was working fine yesterday, and this morning, then I looked at it this evening and BAM - fucked up.

OKAY. So.  Enough misery.  You llamas remember my last post about the photoshoot thing?  Well, I applied for an agency and I got an email on Thursday morning.  Thursday lunchtime came, and I get a phone call.  From the agency.  I mean,  give a girl some space, y'know?  Anyway, they invited me for interview THAT DAY.  And the eager idiot that I am, went.  Then, this morning, I decided to sign with them.  So, yeah.  I belong to an agency (the name's Bond.  James Bond.  Okay, so not that kind of agency but how cool would that be?!).

In other news, Raffi has GROWN.  And he's getting better with his training.  He's also found his bark.  I'm also kinda pissed with him, he's got this thing about biting and jumping up and EUGH.  I'm so tired, and so is mum.

Mum has managed to pull her achilles heel, so fun - NOT.  She's in a lot of pain but hopefully it'll get better soon (her achilles heel literally IS her achilles heel at the moment).

What else is happening in this disturbed llama's world?  Well.  Do you ever feel like you're the one that has to sort out everyone else's problems and its starting to become YOUR problem?  Like, it's wearing down on your psyche?  You're starting to feel like you can't solve all the world's problems?  Or even the problems going on in YOUR world?  Because, that's how I feel.  I love every single one of my friends.  And even if I say that people annoy me (because they generally do), that doesn't mean I want them to be miserable.  I WILL try to fix all their problems.  It's a real problem of mine.  Because I mentally can't do it.

I'm not trying to make any of my friends feel like a burden or like you can't come to me (because I know you lot - YOU KNOW WHO YOU ARE BITCHES).  So.  No matter what, don't think I won't help.  It might just take me a little longer.  Because, unfortunately for all of us, I like you lot.

Anyway, that's the end of this post.  WOW.  I wasn't expecting annoyance, upset and happiness all in one post but it's me so.  Thanks for reading this rant/deep thought/update post.

Shenaya xx

P.S. I was thinking about doing some posts on baking because it's a passion of mine, what do the follower llamas think?