3 Months Later...

Hey, llamas!!

Been a long time, huh guys?  I'm really sorry about that.  Life has gotten hectic and things keep getting in the way and I'm just a crappy blogger.  I mean, I guess I just had so much and so little to tell you.  Would you even be interested?

I guess I could tell you that I've come out of my shell a little bit more, not much, but a little.  I'm finding it easier to fit in and talk to people at uni.  I'm becoming more comfortable.  That's good, right?  My ugly little anxiety monsters still rear their tiny smush faces, but they don't affect me as much, at least in this regard.  We're all starting to find our groove and settle into ourselves a little more, and it feels good.  Friends-wise I'm feeling good.

Uni is kicking my butt.  The work is killing me slowly and agonisingly.  It's taking pleasure in my brain's harrowing screams.  But I'm getting there.  I will get there.  I can't afford not to get there.  Although, there's definitely been a part of me that wondered if all of it is really worth it? If all the work and stress and pain is worth it?


On a happier note...

I'M LOVING BREAD.  Yes, you heard (read?) me right.  I'm actually really enjoying bread.  Artisan bread.  My one joy.  BUT (because life hates me) it'll be over with the end of this semester (tomorrow).  HOWEVER.... I GOT A 2:1 IN MY PRACTICAL BECAUSE YES MOFOS.  Can you tell I'm happy?  I wasn't expecting to do well.  My brioche hates me and I kept trying to kill my focaccia but ya know.. LOOK AT ME NOW *cue music*.

Honestly, I wouldn't have gotten through this semester without my mum (because you all know how big of a momma's boy (read: girl) I am), and I mean this seriously, she went above and beyond to support me, she visited me at least twice a month - a 6 hour round trip on the weekends and at rush hours.  She let me go home when I needed to and truly helped me when things got rough.  ALTHOUGH, I have to give a huge shout out to Iman (you guys remember her, right?) (on a separate note - she has a boy lure (she got me free fries)), Michaela (who's awesome sauce btw (not only because she sees my mistakes before I make them)) and Agatha (read: Ags) (who is this amazing precious angel? (With a boyfriend just as precious - shout out to Rob even though he probably will never see this) (seriously they are almost nauseatingly cute together)), because when it comes down to it, these are the people that actually got me out of my room this semester. So, thanks.

Iman, I mentioned the lure.  Happy? *dissolves into peels of laughter*

So.  I think I've said all that I can and am able to.  But before I go, I must say that the likelihood I'll write again before Christmas or New Year is slim.  So...

MERRY CHRISTMAS AND A HAPPY NEW YEAR!!!!

Oh, and before I forget, Michaela and I are setting up a MARVEL society, so if anyone from UCB actually reads this, it's £5 membership fee and can be joined and paid on the Guild website :D:D:D:D

Shenaya xx

P.S.  Here's something for a little Christmas spirit