So, I know my wishes are a little late but it's the thought that counts...
I've decided that this is the year. This is the year that I WILL get right. Does that count as a New Year's resolution?
Anyway, I'm leaving things behind me (or at least, trying to) - stress, upset, whatever it is.. If you'd asked me about this mindset yesterday, I would've said that you were delusional.
I was in a pretty bad place for the last couple of days. And while I usually share on this blog, this is something that I'm keeping to myself (and my counsellor) because it's a new situation.
But, I'm not going to lie, it got BAD.
So that's my reasoning - I'm not exactly one for clichéd Instagram captions... However I do have other resolutions:
1) Stop hiding - I should be loved as who I am not what everyone wants or perceives me to be.
2) Improve my grades -it's a vital year for me, I need my target grades for uni because I will not throw away my standards for what I want to do in the future.
3) Lose weight - very typical, I know. But, this feels like the year that I'll actually accomplish something.
I probably have loads of more minor resolutions that I'm doing automatically anyway, but, these are the ones that I'm consciously trying to do.
Reading this post back seems like I'm being seriously selfish and I am. I'm not doing anything altruistic, which I guess seems pretty bad in light of recent events. However, I need to be selfish this year... Otherwise, I'll kill someone.
So, let me know your New Year's resolutions..
Shenaya xx
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